DUE TO THE ONGOING PROBLEMS ASSOCIATED WITH GOOGLE ANALYTICS WHICH HAVE PREVENTED ME FROM EDITING OR POSTING TO MY OWN BLOGS ON BLOGGER USING MY HOME COMPUTERS, I HAVE SET UP A NEW BLOG AT
http://sanddreamingofstars.wordpress.com/
IN ADDITION TO POSTING NEW MATERIAL, I'M SELECTING MY FAVORITE BITS FROM THE OTHER TWO BLOGS AND GRADUALLY MOVING THEM OVER, RATHER THAN JUST PORTING EVERYTHING OVER.
I'VE ALSO BEEN EDITING THE MATERIAL THAT I'VE REPOSTED TO MAKE IT SHORTER AND TIGHTER, EXCEPT FOR STORIES.
THE EMPHASIS OF THE NEW SAND DREAMING OF STARS BLOG IS ON BOOK REVIEWS, POEMS, VIGNETTES, AND STORIES. NO POLITICS, NO TWITTER-ESQUE OR FACEBOOK-STYLE PERSONAL UPDATES, NO STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS. I'D LIKE TO POST ONLY MATERIAL THAT I'VE GIVEN SOME THOUGHT TO AND EDITED AT LEAST ONCE.
I'M ALSO GOING TO BE EMBEDDING LINKS AT THE BOTTOM OF POSTS, RATHER THAN THROUGHOUT, TO TRY AND AVOID THE DISTRACTION THAT STUMBLING OVER A LINK IN THE MIDDLE OF A SENTENCE AND DECIDING WHETHER TO CLICK IT OR NOT CAN CAUSE.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
My Childhood, With Wings
If I close my eyes
I can catch a fleeting glimpse
Of bright feathers darting past
The spots they leave behind
I cannot blink away
They color every recollection
Memories slipping in and out of place and time
A broken kaleidoscope
I cannot help but turn
Looking for the stories I have lost
And the ones I will change, with and without intent
My wings beat so fast then,
One stroke, one hour, one day blurring
Into the next
Always searching
Pausing only to sip the nectar,
Sweet sustenance of daydreams and hope
My heart hammered so frantically then,
An inconstant drum,
Always seeking the rhythm
I could embrace as my own
And now
And now . . .
Such a chancy thing, eyes shut,
To snatch that bird
To hold it fluttering against the cupped palms of my worn hands,
Light as forgotten praise
Fragile as a dandelion crown
Such a delicate operation
To cut out that palpitating core,
No bigger than a summer seed
To keep it alive
Long enough to wonder
If it still has the strength
To quicken the blood in these veins
And stir the dreams
Of my slow and steady heart
I can catch a fleeting glimpse
Of bright feathers darting past
The spots they leave behind
I cannot blink away
They color every recollection
Memories slipping in and out of place and time
A broken kaleidoscope
I cannot help but turn
Looking for the stories I have lost
And the ones I will change, with and without intent
My wings beat so fast then,
One stroke, one hour, one day blurring
Into the next
Always searching
Pausing only to sip the nectar,
Sweet sustenance of daydreams and hope
My heart hammered so frantically then,
An inconstant drum,
Always seeking the rhythm
I could embrace as my own
And now
And now . . .
Such a chancy thing, eyes shut,
To snatch that bird
To hold it fluttering against the cupped palms of my worn hands,
Light as forgotten praise
Fragile as a dandelion crown
Such a delicate operation
To cut out that palpitating core,
No bigger than a summer seed
To keep it alive
Long enough to wonder
If it still has the strength
To quicken the blood in these veins
And stir the dreams
Of my slow and steady heart
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Michael Chabon Talks About Poe
There is music in the hall
A maestro at the podium
And though he is talking of many things
The lyric that runs throughout
Is a refrain of love
The adoration and exultation of language
From the individual words
Each bearing its own history
Each carrying untapped potential
To the sentences that join those myriad pasts and futures
Into unions that delight and disgust, impress and startle
Some seem destined for great things
While others are but a passing fancy
All the while, a web is being woven
With a poet's precision
And a carnivore's intent
To catch our attention and trap our thoughts
Rhetorical alchemy that transmutes a hundred restless hearts
Into a captive audience
We listen to the music of verse disguised as prose
Tension builds as minds fill with images and ideas
Sleek stanzas of terrible beauty
The world seen through another's eyes
A stranger's voice speaking our thoughts aloud
(If they were our thoughts at all,
Before we wished it to be so.)
Then the unexpected jest,
The well-timed quip,
That moment of confusion, poised in midair,
As a familiar, unexpected thread appears in the mysterious tapestry beneath our feet,
Right as the rug is pulled out
The Sacred meets the Profane,
And they go out for a beer
Klingons read comic books alongside the Muses
And the bursts of laughter
Are laced with relief
To and fro the lunatic tide ebbs and flows
Until, with a bow
The maestro stops
The strands are cut
The curtain falls
Standing up,
At my feet what should I see but
A story, perfect as a shell
The spiral arc of a boy
turning
Into a man
turning
Madly hand in hand across the span of years,
Round and round in a delirious dance with words
and the tales they tell
A maestro at the podium
And though he is talking of many things
The lyric that runs throughout
Is a refrain of love
The adoration and exultation of language
From the individual words
Each bearing its own history
Each carrying untapped potential
To the sentences that join those myriad pasts and futures
Into unions that delight and disgust, impress and startle
Some seem destined for great things
While others are but a passing fancy
All the while, a web is being woven
With a poet's precision
And a carnivore's intent
To catch our attention and trap our thoughts
Rhetorical alchemy that transmutes a hundred restless hearts
Into a captive audience
We listen to the music of verse disguised as prose
Tension builds as minds fill with images and ideas
Sleek stanzas of terrible beauty
The world seen through another's eyes
A stranger's voice speaking our thoughts aloud
(If they were our thoughts at all,
Before we wished it to be so.)
Then the unexpected jest,
The well-timed quip,
That moment of confusion, poised in midair,
As a familiar, unexpected thread appears in the mysterious tapestry beneath our feet,
Right as the rug is pulled out
The Sacred meets the Profane,
And they go out for a beer
Klingons read comic books alongside the Muses
And the bursts of laughter
Are laced with relief
To and fro the lunatic tide ebbs and flows
Until, with a bow
The maestro stops
The strands are cut
The curtain falls
Standing up,
At my feet what should I see but
A story, perfect as a shell
The spiral arc of a boy
turning
Into a man
turning
Madly hand in hand across the span of years,
Round and round in a delirious dance with words
and the tales they tell
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
The Library Quest
As a boy growing up in Las Cruces, New Mexico, one of my greatest pleasures was my regular walk to Thomas Branigan Memorial Library. The library opened its new building in 1979, when I was ten years old. It was a major event for a kid who lived in his head and on the pages of books as much as in the real world.
The library's architecture had an exotic appeal to me, with its rounded edges and swooping curves, which to an impressionable kid resembled the matte paintings used as city backdrops to science fiction series like Buck Rogers or the original Star Trek.
Though the library was a moderate distance from my elementary school and an even shorter stroll from my junior high, I rarely went during the school week, due to the constraints of bus schedules, parental pickups, and car pools, followed in later years by the requirements of basketball practice.
My trips to the library took the form of weekend and summertime excursions, invariably on foot, from my home outside the city limits deep into town.
After I reached the end of my street, I walked past a trailer park where kids a short decade or a stint in juvenile detention away from sporting tattoos rode bikes that trailed squat pitbulls attached by dangling leashes, bonds that snapped taut when they caught sight or smell of a potential playmate or victim like me.
The next phase of the journey took me along Dona Anna county road, trudging between the shoulder and the boundaries of onion fields and pecan orchards, a path strewn with loose gravel and the sort of large, hard clods of dirt you get only in arid climates where stubborn soil has met the irresistible plow. The stray onions spewed up by the picking machines and left half-buried in the dirt make dangerous baseball-sized projectiles in accurate hands, hands which, I'm sorry to say, did not belong to me. As for the pecans, to this day I bear a deep love of pecan pie.
Beyond these pastoral scenes lay one of those commonplace monuments to life in those places on the borders between rural and suburban America, holding court alongside institutions like the propane store: the septic tank dealer. There, behind rattling chainlink fences, patrolling concrete sarcophagi of shit like Anubis guarding the gates to the underworld, roamed a pair of Dobermann sentries. Ever vigilant, they padded along in eerie silence, pacing my progress along their sacred boundary, deigning to growl only if I stopped or moved in their direction.
Beyond that lay the delights of the "day-old" bread store, where chemically treated blocks of Ding Dongs and Twinkies sat inside their hermetically sealed packaging and quietly mocked the expiration dates stamped on the exterior. If I had money and I wasn't too thirsty, I bought these sweets and devoured them en route, mixing sugar with sweat on my fingertips.
Then I typically climbed up to the top of a dirt path that ran alongside an irrigation canal lined with bamboo, a narrow, crooked forest of stalks that marked the transition into civilization as I crossed onto Alameda Boulevard and its undulating, cracked sidewalks. I would pass my elementary school and head on to Solano, hooking a left through the large intersection, leaving behind my junior high and a large bowling alley, coming at last to the library nestled next door to the Furrs grocery store where my mom shopped for several years.
(Visits to the library while Mom was at the grocery store were strictly frowned upon, as I could not be relied upon to return with any punctuality, and my mother was perfectly willing to leave me behind, knowing full well that I could walk safely home.)
In all the trip to the library took me roughly an hour each way, depending upon my sense of urgency and whether a rare burst of rain had turned the dirt fields into mud. This walk gave me plenty of time to think, which in those days meant daydreaming about adventures in faraway places. There weren't many other pedestrians around for most of the walk, and I stayed as far from the county road as possible to avoid being choked by dust or hit by stray bits of gravel kicked up by cars rubbing the shoulder.
Sometimes my thoughts would be interrupted by the sudden appearance--always sudden because I was rarely watching my surroundings--of mundane threats, such as wandering bullies, snide kids on bikes making fun of me for being on foot, or stray dogs. Often these people would call out to me in Spanish, which I would inevitably translate with the most embarrassing interpretation possible. I ignored the people who passed by quickly, carried rocks in my pockets to throw at any aggressive dogs, and did what I always did with the bullies--tried to avoid and ignore them, sometimes dashing across the road. For the most part, I was quite fortunate.
Looking back, I think this physical journey prepared me admirably for the mental journeys I would undertake once I was within the Branigan's walls. I had plenty of time to think as well as the opportunity to exhaust my stores of hyperactive energy. More importantly, the effort and independence of my travels reassured me that I was embarking on an important quest. I sacrificed something to get there, and that sacrifice made the goal valuable.
No wonder then that once I arrived at the Branigan, I stayed for several hours. No quick trips to pick up a book. The library not held intellectual delights, but it was an oasis of creature comforts, particularly after walking an hour in southern New Mexico's blazing summer heat. In the Branigan I found air-conditioning, cool, sweet water fountains, and clean restrooms. Even the 70s style modular furniture, all molded plastic and brightly carpeted cubes, felt comfortable when I was so tired.
I read entire books in the library without ever checking them out, sometimes over the course of several visits. In part this was due to practical concerns; anything I checked out I had to haul all the way back home. But there was also a real pleasure to be had in reading books in some quiet corner of the library, away from the children's section. It made me feel like an adult, taking part in thoughtful, adult pasttimes.
There was also the fact that I could read books at the library whose content might not always have been . . . deemed appropriate by my parents. Paradoxically, the library, with its rules against making noise or having food or even kicking off my shoes, provided a relaxed freedom that I couldn't find anywhere else. Nobody ever bothered the quiet kid hunched in a chair or sprawled out in a corner.
As for the nature of the journeys that I took once I stepped inside, that's another story for another day.
The library's architecture had an exotic appeal to me, with its rounded edges and swooping curves, which to an impressionable kid resembled the matte paintings used as city backdrops to science fiction series like Buck Rogers or the original Star Trek.
Though the library was a moderate distance from my elementary school and an even shorter stroll from my junior high, I rarely went during the school week, due to the constraints of bus schedules, parental pickups, and car pools, followed in later years by the requirements of basketball practice.
My trips to the library took the form of weekend and summertime excursions, invariably on foot, from my home outside the city limits deep into town.
After I reached the end of my street, I walked past a trailer park where kids a short decade or a stint in juvenile detention away from sporting tattoos rode bikes that trailed squat pitbulls attached by dangling leashes, bonds that snapped taut when they caught sight or smell of a potential playmate or victim like me.
The next phase of the journey took me along Dona Anna county road, trudging between the shoulder and the boundaries of onion fields and pecan orchards, a path strewn with loose gravel and the sort of large, hard clods of dirt you get only in arid climates where stubborn soil has met the irresistible plow. The stray onions spewed up by the picking machines and left half-buried in the dirt make dangerous baseball-sized projectiles in accurate hands, hands which, I'm sorry to say, did not belong to me. As for the pecans, to this day I bear a deep love of pecan pie.
Beyond these pastoral scenes lay one of those commonplace monuments to life in those places on the borders between rural and suburban America, holding court alongside institutions like the propane store: the septic tank dealer. There, behind rattling chainlink fences, patrolling concrete sarcophagi of shit like Anubis guarding the gates to the underworld, roamed a pair of Dobermann sentries. Ever vigilant, they padded along in eerie silence, pacing my progress along their sacred boundary, deigning to growl only if I stopped or moved in their direction.
Beyond that lay the delights of the "day-old" bread store, where chemically treated blocks of Ding Dongs and Twinkies sat inside their hermetically sealed packaging and quietly mocked the expiration dates stamped on the exterior. If I had money and I wasn't too thirsty, I bought these sweets and devoured them en route, mixing sugar with sweat on my fingertips.
Then I typically climbed up to the top of a dirt path that ran alongside an irrigation canal lined with bamboo, a narrow, crooked forest of stalks that marked the transition into civilization as I crossed onto Alameda Boulevard and its undulating, cracked sidewalks. I would pass my elementary school and head on to Solano, hooking a left through the large intersection, leaving behind my junior high and a large bowling alley, coming at last to the library nestled next door to the Furrs grocery store where my mom shopped for several years.
(Visits to the library while Mom was at the grocery store were strictly frowned upon, as I could not be relied upon to return with any punctuality, and my mother was perfectly willing to leave me behind, knowing full well that I could walk safely home.)
In all the trip to the library took me roughly an hour each way, depending upon my sense of urgency and whether a rare burst of rain had turned the dirt fields into mud. This walk gave me plenty of time to think, which in those days meant daydreaming about adventures in faraway places. There weren't many other pedestrians around for most of the walk, and I stayed as far from the county road as possible to avoid being choked by dust or hit by stray bits of gravel kicked up by cars rubbing the shoulder.
Sometimes my thoughts would be interrupted by the sudden appearance--always sudden because I was rarely watching my surroundings--of mundane threats, such as wandering bullies, snide kids on bikes making fun of me for being on foot, or stray dogs. Often these people would call out to me in Spanish, which I would inevitably translate with the most embarrassing interpretation possible. I ignored the people who passed by quickly, carried rocks in my pockets to throw at any aggressive dogs, and did what I always did with the bullies--tried to avoid and ignore them, sometimes dashing across the road. For the most part, I was quite fortunate.
Looking back, I think this physical journey prepared me admirably for the mental journeys I would undertake once I was within the Branigan's walls. I had plenty of time to think as well as the opportunity to exhaust my stores of hyperactive energy. More importantly, the effort and independence of my travels reassured me that I was embarking on an important quest. I sacrificed something to get there, and that sacrifice made the goal valuable.
No wonder then that once I arrived at the Branigan, I stayed for several hours. No quick trips to pick up a book. The library not held intellectual delights, but it was an oasis of creature comforts, particularly after walking an hour in southern New Mexico's blazing summer heat. In the Branigan I found air-conditioning, cool, sweet water fountains, and clean restrooms. Even the 70s style modular furniture, all molded plastic and brightly carpeted cubes, felt comfortable when I was so tired.
I read entire books in the library without ever checking them out, sometimes over the course of several visits. In part this was due to practical concerns; anything I checked out I had to haul all the way back home. But there was also a real pleasure to be had in reading books in some quiet corner of the library, away from the children's section. It made me feel like an adult, taking part in thoughtful, adult pasttimes.
There was also the fact that I could read books at the library whose content might not always have been . . . deemed appropriate by my parents. Paradoxically, the library, with its rules against making noise or having food or even kicking off my shoes, provided a relaxed freedom that I couldn't find anywhere else. Nobody ever bothered the quiet kid hunched in a chair or sprawled out in a corner.
As for the nature of the journeys that I took once I stepped inside, that's another story for another day.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tinkertoy Genii by Doug Sims
The voice was a dull, distant roar, rousing her from the depths. Light and sound overloaded her senses, her mind spinning wildly. A memory fitted here, a skill slotted there, an emotion relearned, a pattern recalled. Sounds forming words, words falling through holes in a net being spun furiously but still maddeningly incomplete. Until clarity came at last.
She was disappointed to discover her vision resolved in grainy black and white. Worse was the realization that not only could she not move, she lacked any physical sensation. Her body was simply gone, a void. Good grief, she thought, What kind of retrotech shell have they dumped me into?
The voice continued. “Refugee Valerie Shem, are you conscious and self-aware? This is your scheduled debriefing with the Talos Orbital Authority. Refugee Valerie Shem, are you conscious and self-aware? This is—”
“Yes, yes!” she interrupted. Her voice sounded tinny, tinged with static. Where was here? No, the voice had said that much. Focus! “In what form is my consciousness currently embodied?”
The recording paused. She studied the grainy image of an insectoid drone, sprouting metallic legs at crazy angles, an eyestalk wobbling in front of whatever camera was providing her narrow field of vision.
“Ah yes,” continued the drone. The operator was probably running half a dozen of these remotes, interrupting automated procedures as needed. “Greetings. You are currently being stored on a backup server in Talos Orbital spacedock.”
Backup server? Her sense of calm dissolved. “Backup” meant file compression, downtime, dormancy, which in turn spelled fragmentation and memory loss. Questions flooded her mind. Who had been her advisor at the Polytechnic? Where had she seen that glorious sunset on Ramses?
Holes. Like missing teeth, like itches she couldn’t scratch.
“What is my storage medium?” she shouted as loud as the damn box would let her.
“Ah,” said the drone, hesitating. “Nanotubes.”
“Tinkertoys!” cried Valerie. “You can’t preserve a recorded personality on a rod logic system! I demand an upload to a DNA matrix or a quantum computer. And I want a full-mobility cybershell or an android host!”
“Nanotubes are the most robust medium for long term storage,” came the flat reply.
“Who gives a damn about long-term storage! I need full mind emulation now, before I degrade any further. I can afford whatever your backwards Orbital can produce!”
“Your credit account has a negative balance, Valerie Shem,” replied the drone curtly. “The cost of transmitting and receiving your ghost through hyperspace was not met by the funds on reserve with us. You are currently a ward of the state until your debt can be repaid.”
She remembered enough to respond to that. “My homeworld was sterilized by a solar flare!” screamed Valerie. “Why else would I evacuate to some forsaken cluster of satellites orbiting a gas giant in the ass-end of the civilized universe?” She paused, struggling to piece together her memories.
There were fewer gaps than she had first thought, but she noted a pattern to the missing data that belied random errors. “I think someone has sabotaged my records,” she said incredulously. Her tone became more authoritative. “I request the opening of a formal investigation into the theft of my personal property and an assault upon my personal mind space.”
“Opening personal investigations requires a retainer to be deposited with Talos Orbital Security,” replied the drone.
Damn. She searched her memories frantically for some sense of who might have done this to her, hoping to find backup files hidden in her matrix. How clever had she been?
“Valerie Shem, I must inform you that you as an indigent ward of the Talos Orbital authority, your stored consciousness is scheduled for routine downtime to conserve energy and system resources.”
Bastards, she thought. She kept scanning herself.
There. A hidden memory file, with a recent time stamp. Accessing it, she found a sneaky piece of spyware, designed to record alterations to her cognitive structure. It told her nothing of her former life, potential enemies, or who had violated her mind. But it might hold the solution to her current dilemma.
“What is the standard protocol in place on Talos for copyright and personal mindspace protection?” she asked.
The drone froze. “Level 1.2 quantum encryption,” it replied. “I fail to see—”
“I had Level 1.5 quantum encryption on my personal data, and it was hacked,” said Valerie.
“Opening an investigation into such matters requires a retainer—”
“I have a detailed record of the assault, showing how it was done, though not by whom,” interrupted Valerie. “This information might be of value to Talos Orbital Security, don’t you agree? Particularly given that the party involved is likely inhabiting your infosphere along with the other digital refugees.”
After a long pause, Valerie continued. “I might add that I have a worm program installed that will delete this information if anyone were to attempt to remove it from me by force.”
“You would run the risk of irreparable damage to your consciousness,” replied the drone.
“Do you think I want to live in this toybox?” she shot back.
The drone began tapping its long, slender appendages for what seemed like an eternity. Then, with a shake of its eyestalk, it spoke. “Valerie Shem, I am authorized to investigate your memory loss and, if your claim proves truthful, negotiate the purchase of your data recording on behalf of Talos Orbital Security.”
Valerie smiled to herself. They were hooked. Time to push. “Of course, I can hardly take part in such a negotiation in my current crippled state. I will need a full mind emulation running at baseline Human-Plus 2 clock speed to assess all parameters, the cost of same to be deducted from my fee.”
“Agreed,” said the drone, extending a probe toward an unseen panel. “Prepare for transfer to mind emulation.”
Before everything went black again, Valerie envisioned baring her teeth. Someone had tried to screw her, but they were going to find that this genii would not stay in her bottle.
She was disappointed to discover her vision resolved in grainy black and white. Worse was the realization that not only could she not move, she lacked any physical sensation. Her body was simply gone, a void. Good grief, she thought, What kind of retrotech shell have they dumped me into?
The voice continued. “Refugee Valerie Shem, are you conscious and self-aware? This is your scheduled debriefing with the Talos Orbital Authority. Refugee Valerie Shem, are you conscious and self-aware? This is—”
“Yes, yes!” she interrupted. Her voice sounded tinny, tinged with static. Where was here? No, the voice had said that much. Focus! “In what form is my consciousness currently embodied?”
The recording paused. She studied the grainy image of an insectoid drone, sprouting metallic legs at crazy angles, an eyestalk wobbling in front of whatever camera was providing her narrow field of vision.
“Ah yes,” continued the drone. The operator was probably running half a dozen of these remotes, interrupting automated procedures as needed. “Greetings. You are currently being stored on a backup server in Talos Orbital spacedock.”
Backup server? Her sense of calm dissolved. “Backup” meant file compression, downtime, dormancy, which in turn spelled fragmentation and memory loss. Questions flooded her mind. Who had been her advisor at the Polytechnic? Where had she seen that glorious sunset on Ramses?
Holes. Like missing teeth, like itches she couldn’t scratch.
“What is my storage medium?” she shouted as loud as the damn box would let her.
“Ah,” said the drone, hesitating. “Nanotubes.”
“Tinkertoys!” cried Valerie. “You can’t preserve a recorded personality on a rod logic system! I demand an upload to a DNA matrix or a quantum computer. And I want a full-mobility cybershell or an android host!”
“Nanotubes are the most robust medium for long term storage,” came the flat reply.
“Who gives a damn about long-term storage! I need full mind emulation now, before I degrade any further. I can afford whatever your backwards Orbital can produce!”
“Your credit account has a negative balance, Valerie Shem,” replied the drone curtly. “The cost of transmitting and receiving your ghost through hyperspace was not met by the funds on reserve with us. You are currently a ward of the state until your debt can be repaid.”
She remembered enough to respond to that. “My homeworld was sterilized by a solar flare!” screamed Valerie. “Why else would I evacuate to some forsaken cluster of satellites orbiting a gas giant in the ass-end of the civilized universe?” She paused, struggling to piece together her memories.
There were fewer gaps than she had first thought, but she noted a pattern to the missing data that belied random errors. “I think someone has sabotaged my records,” she said incredulously. Her tone became more authoritative. “I request the opening of a formal investigation into the theft of my personal property and an assault upon my personal mind space.”
“Opening personal investigations requires a retainer to be deposited with Talos Orbital Security,” replied the drone.
Damn. She searched her memories frantically for some sense of who might have done this to her, hoping to find backup files hidden in her matrix. How clever had she been?
“Valerie Shem, I must inform you that you as an indigent ward of the Talos Orbital authority, your stored consciousness is scheduled for routine downtime to conserve energy and system resources.”
Bastards, she thought. She kept scanning herself.
There. A hidden memory file, with a recent time stamp. Accessing it, she found a sneaky piece of spyware, designed to record alterations to her cognitive structure. It told her nothing of her former life, potential enemies, or who had violated her mind. But it might hold the solution to her current dilemma.
“What is the standard protocol in place on Talos for copyright and personal mindspace protection?” she asked.
The drone froze. “Level 1.2 quantum encryption,” it replied. “I fail to see—”
“I had Level 1.5 quantum encryption on my personal data, and it was hacked,” said Valerie.
“Opening an investigation into such matters requires a retainer—”
“I have a detailed record of the assault, showing how it was done, though not by whom,” interrupted Valerie. “This information might be of value to Talos Orbital Security, don’t you agree? Particularly given that the party involved is likely inhabiting your infosphere along with the other digital refugees.”
After a long pause, Valerie continued. “I might add that I have a worm program installed that will delete this information if anyone were to attempt to remove it from me by force.”
“You would run the risk of irreparable damage to your consciousness,” replied the drone.
“Do you think I want to live in this toybox?” she shot back.
The drone began tapping its long, slender appendages for what seemed like an eternity. Then, with a shake of its eyestalk, it spoke. “Valerie Shem, I am authorized to investigate your memory loss and, if your claim proves truthful, negotiate the purchase of your data recording on behalf of Talos Orbital Security.”
Valerie smiled to herself. They were hooked. Time to push. “Of course, I can hardly take part in such a negotiation in my current crippled state. I will need a full mind emulation running at baseline Human-Plus 2 clock speed to assess all parameters, the cost of same to be deducted from my fee.”
“Agreed,” said the drone, extending a probe toward an unseen panel. “Prepare for transfer to mind emulation.”
Before everything went black again, Valerie envisioned baring her teeth. Someone had tried to screw her, but they were going to find that this genii would not stay in her bottle.
GIANTS
Yesterday I saw the world's largest Ponderosa pine
And read an article about the world's tallest man.
Today I learned
They aren't the biggest any more
If they ever were.
(Or maybe they are
I took someone else's word for it.)
I doubt the tree was as lonely as the man.
Trees are used to being big
Every forest has its giants.
And giant trees are old trees, and probably wise.
Giant men die young.
Their hearts are not big enough
To carry the weight of the words and the stares that fall upon them.
Come to think of it,
I suspect that people cut down most giant trees as well.
And some giant men, like trees, are mounted on display,
Sliced open to show the years of their lives
for people to point to and nod, as if they understood.
A lucky giant man is buried young
And in the earth, dreams of becoming a great old tree.
And read an article about the world's tallest man.
Today I learned
They aren't the biggest any more
If they ever were.
(Or maybe they are
I took someone else's word for it.)
I doubt the tree was as lonely as the man.
Trees are used to being big
Every forest has its giants.
And giant trees are old trees, and probably wise.
Giant men die young.
Their hearts are not big enough
To carry the weight of the words and the stares that fall upon them.
Come to think of it,
I suspect that people cut down most giant trees as well.
And some giant men, like trees, are mounted on display,
Sliced open to show the years of their lives
for people to point to and nod, as if they understood.
A lucky giant man is buried young
And in the earth, dreams of becoming a great old tree.
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